Finding the Diamond
I am free, free to explore everything about me, everything about everything. But I am still experiencing this residual sadness that I feel so much of the time. I found that when I ventured outside my little cottage on an errand of some sort, that I would become overwhelmed with this feeling of sadness. I was so sad, that I would be sobbing as I drove my car to my destination.
One day when this happened again, for the billionth time, I just got mad. And I got mad at God. And I just started screaming at Him, screaming all sorts of things to Him. And He spoke to me. He heard me and responded.